Occasionally, I may compose passages some might refer to as 'poetic' or 'deep'. Just to preface, this is not one of those times. This blog post is preparing to be more of a venting session. Let the ranting begin--
I'm not sure if any of you have ever experienced anything like this, but today just seemed to be one of those mediocre days, not just for me, but also for everyone around me as well. First off, my eating disorder slightly complicates home life and causes morning bickering between my mother and I ("S, can you at least TRY not to measure EVERYTHING?!? I just want you to be able to eat like a normal person!!"- My mother.) Once I arrived at school, the day commenced mainly as usual except for the point that one of my best friends had to sit and witness the boy she confessed her liking of him to snogging his girlfriend for everyone to see. I am well aware that this hurt her greatly and I wish I could do something to help more often with it. But often all that I can do is sit and nod and attempt to be an understanding friend. My other friend, on the other hand, ended up confessing her feelings to a guy she truly cares about today, though not on her own accord. Unfortunately, do to another's meddling actions, she was forced to tell said crush far before she was ready. This ultimately lead to rejection and a slight, elephant-in-the-room sort of awkwardness. Again, all that I was able to do was to nod and promise that things would get better...eventually. I truly hope they do.
1. I think this week just needs to end for us. It hasn't been good.
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