I spent the entire weekend just catching up on life.  Life with friends, life with family, life with school, and even life with myself.  Depression is like a ball and chain tethering you to the ground sometimes, but this weekend, it seems a lot lighter than usual.  Cassie is worried that J might have found her blog.  Honestly, I'm worried for her.
Food has been a bit of a challenge today.  I can't eat when I'm hungry like a normal person, I just have to eat constantly, which sucks.
Sometimes, when I look at myself in the mirror, I wish I saw a pretty girl.  I know, that's conceited and shallow, and I love life a lot more than to let beauty getting in the way of me living it, but it just hurts sometimes.  Also, I wish I wasn't so damn nervous.  About everything.  My friends, my school work, my job, my whole life.  And my anti-anxiety medication is fine, but it alters life, of which I'm not a fan.  So sometimes, I just feel like I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place.
But still, I am glad its gotten better lately...I think it's gotten a lot better.  I think everything has...